In the beginning...

It all dates back to the year 2 thousand & friggin four. (thats 2004) I had had enough of the small time country life style I had been living. I had a hot girlfriend, we were happy, and I wanted money and travel time. So what I do? Joined the Navy!!! WOO!!! That was a decision that changed my whole life permanently. When I got to bootcamp things were good. BUT, I noticed myself watching the boys inthe showers... hmmmm. What is this feeling I'm feeling I asked myself. I dunno. Although I had experienced these urges to look at other men as a young boy, i never thought anything of it til i was seeing dudes out of their clothes. I never knew a man could have so much ass!!! Anyway, back to the story. At bootcamp I noticed a change in myself. I questioned the way I had been feeling for 19 years of my life. Am I gay Lord? I asked that question every night. And I would always say, "I aint gay, I dont be doing it to no dudes. I can't help these niggas got big asses. Any man would look. Right?" (I thought so) Plus, I had a girl, we were gonna move in together and start a family and get married. So I shook it off. Got through boot camp, had a few wet dreams and things were good. Life was ok! But it was after boot camp that things took a turn for me. I got assigned to my first command. Bought my first new car. And I went on my first leave. I was so excited to go home and be with my girl and share my stories with her and see how she was doing. All the letters and calls we had exchanged made me so anxious to see her. She was saved so we had never had sex. But while i was gone, we talked about how we were gonna rip eachother up on sight. And I was ready too. My manhood was on edge as soon as I pulled up to the house. So I walk in the house and everybody is there to greet me. Mom, my sister, my cousins, friends, and my girl... looking fine as hell. I did notice though she had gained a little bit of weight over the past few months while i was away. She also had some new rings on her hands. I shook it off though cause I was ready to beat... lol. So we went in my room to talk. She leans in and whispers, your mama spent all your money***(I will explain this later). I know I said. So She walks out and joins everybody else. Where is my sex, I start thinking. So I go back out front and sit with everyone else. Next thing I know, a horn sounds. She starts grabbing her purse and jacket and keys and bidding everyone adeu. I stood up and got a lil loud with her, cuz where da hell she going? And wit who?! I follow her outside questioning what was going on while she is just saying, please don't do this, i gotta go, please dont follow me. So I stop as she gets in the car, leans over and says hey baby and kisses the man who I later find out is her NEW HUBBY and BABY DADDY... WHAT THE HELL DID I MISS??? HUH? Nowhere in the letters did this guy get mentioned, no where in the phone calls did the new baby come up... What the hell do I do about this besides let her ass go with old boy. Oh well, another one bites the dust, meanwhile i ca go get some random booty from some other chick right? I was single again, like Trina. Aight den lets get it.

(To explain the *** from above, while I was away I was sending her money, to include a deposit and first month's rent on the apartment we were supposed to get together. I found out while I was gone that she never got the apartment and that she was going shopping with my money. And taking my sister and her friends out to eat... ON ME!!! SO I found out in a letter from an anonymous source (my mama) that she was livin foul with my money and that I should stop sending money home for her until I get back. So I had my moms withdraw all my money and hold on to it for me. That explains why she whispered that "your mama spent all your money" LOL.)

Ok this is my first real post people. I'm sure its kind dry for some of your tastes but keep reading, i promise the hottness for you. I guess you cam say Imma tell y'all all my damn business in a minute so WATCH OUT!!!