What in the world is going on. I have realized that I have been going through life caring about what people think about me. I was brought up to believe that a person's impression of you means everything... or does it? I go throughout my day trying to please people and make them think the best of me. But what does it get me? Ridiculed and trampled over. I can honestly say that I am a nice person. I give beyond my means to any and everyone. BUT!!! When time comes for someone to give back to me, I get the whole " Well I can't cause... or I would but... or even No!!!" So with this being said, I have changed my whole approach to human relations, lol. I am gonna feed people with a long handled spoon from now on. Especially given the turn of events that has taken place. I am about to be in a situation where i will be well taken care of financially and I can feel the shadows starting to shift like the ghouls on the movie Ghosts when they were coming to take niggas away lol. Only difference is, aint no ghouls bout to haul this nigga away no more. im sick of being taken advantage of. People say and do anything they want to me because they know I don't hold grudges and I am oh so super nice. That has been my weakness... And i can't blame people for taking what they can get out of me. So from now on, it gonna be different. Like Sam Cook says, Change gon' come!!!
Now to address some things that have been on my mind lately. Why do people do onto others as they DO NOT want others to do onto them. What gives a person the right to treat someone like shit and they wanna be respected? AND THEN!!! When a person has been talked to so badly and treated so badly for so long and they start to dish shit back out, everyone thinks they are changing, or that they are not fun to be around anymore. Stop treating folks like dogs so you wont have to worry bout them biting your ass back!!!
Another thing, what the hell happened to chivalry? Where the hell did it go? Did I miss the Chivalry boat or something. Folks are mean as hell! Me and THARULA went to Wendy's the other day and the lady went bonkers!!! Some guy was placing his order and the cashier was being all fast on the register and ringing shit up before the dude finished saying his order. So he finished saying his piece and the lady grabs her head with BOTH HANDS and say all loud " YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID THAT AT FIRST!!!" I mean she was distraugt about it too. Like her day was gonna be fucked from that point on. Oh well, she should stop being a dumb ass and wait for someon to stop talking before she starts typing. I recommend she reads this book...
